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whoa pretty intense night yeh...

We Got two tabs And the DMT and the bud...whoa brgragggeaaah. i love holidays!

meow

eh what a day...

woke up at nine and had a doctors appointment. BUT I did get my cervical cancer vaccine! two more to go and im cancerfree! woo! but other news wasnt as flash.

Went to chermside. I had to purchase two new nose rings because ive lost everyone i owned. Got food and mother dear bought me ciggies thankgoodness! tears all over my face thismorning ah what a mixed emotions of a day....i got two lighters for the price of one, i won two dollars on a scratchie and mum found two dollars...trippy stuff ey.

OH LAST NIGHT! was so beautiful. the moon was full and the clouds were roaring past sooo close to the groud and the air was moist. (this was after midnight) so many moths.


Well im obviously at mums atm. Considering a smoke..hmmm...tasty.
I cant believe i went from such a bad morning....to now feeling........APATHETIC.
woe is me today...if you were wearing my emo shoes today you'd be full of woe too...sorry if my last entry was rude but i was frustrated.


This morning was so bad though. I just lay there from 9...dreading 11.00am...The strangest half dreams/movies were flying thru my mind it was pretty intense. but im fine! and heathly!and cancerfree!
(I didnt think i had cancer at all!!! i just got a vaccine which makes me less prone to cancer of the cervix)

so all you chicks...go get your vaccines!

btw.....


KEVIN 07!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

i have not been this frustrated in a long time! AND ITS OVER NADA! AND I MEAN NOTHING! I DONT KNOW WHY IM ANGRY WHICH MAKES ME MORE MAD.


bleh. well..im going home now.


I am so not looking forward to this week. FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


besides that. i love life...except you filthly peices of crap using up precious gravity. you excuse of a race you call human kind! you shall all wither away at your own fault! You disgusing cells of uselessness. i hate you all and I hate breeding and i hate the way you use up and destroy this precious planet! I HATE YOU ALL!

now go and fuck yourself and KILL yourselfs before anymore damage is done.



bye.
yaaaay im sick today.

Twas at sazs last night and had to leave at 2 in the morning because i was sneezing and shivering more than breathing.

I THINK WE MAY HAVE A PLACE!!! Duv has two spare rooms and we are going to inspect/getting interviewed tomorrow. Oh god it would be great to get them! Pitty ill be sick...

Didnt get to see Ché today or hes mummy and i miss him so much i want to cry. WHY!!! WHY WORLD WHY!!! why make me sick now i have too many things to do.


Oh yeh, things with mother are great. She didnt tell me to stop smoking today...suprise yeh?! and she has done ALOT of favors for me latly. I think shes kinda got the point.

anywho. life is wonderfuly twisted!
well this entry is the total oppisite of yesterdays!


Everything is going fucking great!!! well maybe not fucking great but great at the least.

I got my Away from home allowence.
I have more money this week and next week than i thought I had.
We will have a place soon!
My mum and I are going kinda okay!
I have ciggarettes!
ché comes back tomorrow!
I get a Free MP3 player on tuesday!
I HAVE MONEY!!!! more than enough! YAY!!!



I love my life:D

dsfgbdnnnnm cxhoboddgmamfofogm xc xc

do you hate it when you see things you wish you didnt

fuck. my little happy bubble just burst...and all this slime just oozed out...hold on thats no slime thats flesh eating acid....

i choose to just ignor it.

but fuck you anyway.

i dont know what your reasoning is or if its on purpose but again FUCK YOU.



life is really difficult at the moment but im doing a good job lying to everyone and myself. I swear everything is fine...then when im trying to fall asleep at night everything just creeps up on me. so many things to worry about...




oh god my mother. Shes going through hell.

At least i have my baby. without him i couldnt do this. Ill sleep in as many graveyards and stairwells as we need as long as im with you.

going to go to Aspley Acres. huzza for trailor parks!

we've had a little bit of luck with places..but still no money...so yeh.

should be getting away from home allowence too...so a little bit more money will help!

so much crap. sooo much crap.


screw you world...your comming down with me.

lurveee

I have the love of my life.
Absolute pure bliss
Whenever im with my beautiful I feel complete and utterly swept off my feet and taken to a far away place.
I love you ché.

attention...

Why cant someone be happy for me?

For once IM happy. I am actully in a relationship I believe I can keep and I feel its actully worth something..if not everything, yet certain people are telling me otherwise.

Maybe its jealousy? I dont know. But whatever it is your wrong. And I cant stand the fact that because Im happy you cant be so you have to bring me down.

You know what I have to say to you people that doubt me. FUCK YOU AND YOUR MORALS!
I was just reading over all my livejournal entries...they are all bloody rants full of shit and angst. HA! and guess what?! This one is too!!

some things Ive learnt and some things i want to say...


Things get around really quickly. For instance Che and I, we have only been together for 3 days and the whole world knows! Not even 3 actully more like two lol.

Yes its true I have a boyfriend. Its so strange using that word. But it works. We work strangely. I think its the weiredness that brings us together...But I have fallen madly. very much so.


When you ask for a little help, a simple yes/no question and they blow it up into something huge, waste their time and blame you and make you feel ten times worse in the end. I only asked if we could stay...i didnt ask anything else you took that apon yourselfs and you think you can give ME shit? pfft.

LIES get around quickly and people are stupid enough to believe them. Even your close friends. Whats even worse is if you dont know if what you've been told is true or if the person who is meant to be a good friend is using reverse pcyhology.


Do the absolutle opisite of what anyone tells you

Graveyards are really not comfortable places to sleep, even if its dead pretty:P

You can go on for hours making up jokes about your local residents in the graveyard. like...'This party has turned to shit man, youd think someone had died!'

Sleeping in stairwells is fun. Because you can graffiti on everything and write rants all over the floor. But its not cool when you wake up.

Botanical gardens are the shiz

THE CITY IS GA-HAY

I need sleep. Proper sleep. Good sleep on a comfy bed. Valium sleep. Cones sleep!

I LOST MY BUDS IN THE CEMETARY. god damnit. stupid peice of shit. when i woke up..wait...did i really sleep? I dont remember but when I got up i must have dropped it..so we cheked yesterday and it wasnt there *tear*

I have one cigarette to last me all day..re rolling it.


Well im coughing my guts up and it hurts. so goodbye.









i miss che already damnit.

!!!

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